Dreamer, dream more, dream lots. Eat, eat more, and eat lots. Plan. Not worrying about the plan. Impulsive decisions, absolute Zero regret, falling in love, falling really hard, crying about everything silly, trying things that are difficult. Thinking about Mom more than Madhu. Feeling really sad for Dad. Foot very firm on the ground. Not forgetting the past. Looking back on the fact that I studied in “Govt School”, LMFAO about it, feeling pity about people who laughed at me. Being in touch with every single friend of mine from the past! Feeling the knot in the stomach tighten as I go past my school! Realised that money is not THE parameter also learnt how imperative that can be! Seeing the disparity between looking modern and thinking modern. Breaking barriers of being a Tam Bram. Seeing how small a place west mambalam was! Missing it a great deal! Proud to differ the way I look. Patience is indeed a virtue. Wonder every time how the Apollo Hospital “Canteen Thatha” still remembers my name and the Room No we were in. Never felt the need to explain myself to anyone. I still remember the first guy who tried to woo me buy giving a box full of Tic Tac (I was in the 2nd STD)! Learning not to Judge, Not getting judged. Slogging my ass off to work the marriage and loving every single effort of it. Still trying hard to make a perfect round “Chappathi”. Seen the interest rate of personal loans hit sky! My never fading crush on certain people , attempts to understand the complexity of human mind. Failed miserably every time! At peace with the idea some one being a Hypocrite but cant stand when they show it me! Marveled by Illayaraja’s music. Hypnotized while listening! Feeling silly when I cry while watching certain movies, even worse while caught doing so! Never getting tired of Filter Coffee’s, Gobi’s, Vodka’s, “Michale, Madana Kama Rajan”, Beach, Work, Blue color and being self obsessed! Understood that loving some one you got is lot easier than not being loved by someone you dint get! Seeing things as they are. Looking forward to goof up something new! Aching for few things I’ve lost! Going down the memory lane, again and again, brushing up those dusty frames time to time. Making sure that I don’t get bored, making list of things that I haven’t done before. Trying to understand. Been misunderstood! Killing time starting over the window, suddenly remembered the need to make a call, collecting the “déjà vu’s” I’ve had and making a collage of my life through words