.. is happening today, am not too sure if i should go. yeah i said friend.. but this is some 15yrs before. That was the last time I saw him, Yes its a Guy! The first and last guy I played with happily! We were a happy bunch, he, his brother and me and Oh, he has a cousin sister, I should say, she is the only reason I read or write English. My Nancy Drew / Archies, Hardy Boys, Barbie tutor.

I am confused. Like always. Don’t know if I should really go. His mom is a very close friend of our family, like wise the entire family. But I have lost touch of those guys or their sister. Lost touch? I have never been in touch. It is one of those things you lose once you start getting pimples on your face or once people start staring at your front. Those things grow and these friendships fade away. I grew up and stopped playing with them. I know how it sounds ! Silly !

Now after 15+yrs, I get his wedding invitation. His mom called me and called me buy a name only VERY few and a very close friends or relatives of mine know. I had even forgotten that I had a ridiculous name like that! Thanks God. Nostalgic! She invited me over phone and sent a card and made some sweet orders to get my huge behind to the wedding. So I am all ready, dressed, but still not made up my mind if I should go.  Firstly I am really shy yes i said that… i am blusing…! I am going to meet him after a very long time. The last time he saw me was when, both of us dint bother that our undergarments were showing out, well, we were too busy building Lego castles and trying to put some cars and and stuff into the house we build.  So I dont know how he would react. Hell I dont even know if he would remember me! Imagine.. 

ME : “Hey Hi!, Happy Married life”

HE : Ummm, huh… “Thank You, but I am sorry do we know each other??”

and that is not it, I am dragging SM along with me. So ..  the kind of sales pitch I gave to convince him to accompany me is not going to be very pleasant, if  THAT BOY is gonna react like that. But that not even the issue! The thing is  there are a whole bunch of people who know me well there.. Err.. I guess that is  THE issue.. I am seeing them after a long arse time. So kind of apprehensive like a first time Date. Shit !  I am actually kind of excited too.. !