I don’t know if you will. nevertheless, this is my space and where else would I go and rant? you were the one who introduced the concept of going dutch with people. it was fun. fun like you would never have to owe anything to any one. we went through shit. you know it. i was there waiting for you to come out of your shell. you tried to be secretive, but i dint know that was just another part of every human. to me everything was sharing. i did. i expected others to do so. stupid me. you corrected me from who I was to who I should be. i only mean the outlook. you helped me change my cover, made me more presentable for others to take notice. but you were still you. judgemental. secretive. not willing to give always. but that’s just you. i dint know.

for all you could have just told me things straight. instead of ignoring and insulting. you were a attention seeker. well the entire world is. but i dint really think of you that way. you pushed me to a place, where i have never been before, and then i had to react the way i have never done. to dint give me a clear picture to view. nothing i could remember till date. you had your plans and i had my confusions.

those days will not be forgotten, cant be remembered for ever as well. because it looks like you have moved on. but still there. right there. and that is what is me. being me is not easy. but being you is very easy. just keeping walking. leaving trails or memories. never bothered about others. perceptive. that’s all i could say.

But its still good. now you have taught me another art of living. letting go. this time i realise that nothing lasts for ever. I’ve learnt to live through these times. I’ve learnt to value and and devalue. I’ve learn to unlearn and erase things. it must sound crazy to you. well.. most of things were crazy to you. one last thing you could have done is.. put a little more trust and patience on this. but what would you do? you were never that type. always rushing, jumping to conclusions and getting hurt unwanted.

it is ok girl. we have lived our times. now its a goodbye.

me being this kind, will let you go with this song.